lately I've really been into guitars. I mean I've always loved music and everything but right now I just REALLY REALLY want a guitar but I know my freakin Asian parents would not like it at all. I told my mother that I wanted a guitar and she was like 'why?' and I said 'ya know cos I wanna learn' and then she was like 'what for? you're too old for it anyways' like wth man? apparently I'm too bloody old for everything. its not that I'm asking them for money to buy one or anything, I just want to let them know that I intend to buy one because if I bought it and didn't tell them I know they'd be all up in my face grilling me about why the hell I bought one. I don't even know if I'm going to be buying one anymore because my mother has started to nag me about driving lessons again and its not that I don't want to get my license its just that I want some help at least, preferably from my father figure. <----not really a father to me at all..more of a figure actually.
I really don't know what I'm living for anymore.
gosh that was so emo/suicidal of me. I'm not that way really.
I'm just not in the mood right now.
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